Join me in night painted with crimson and black.

Fae are enchanting. Beautiful. And deadly. Cruel like winter morn. And they love a taste of your mortality.

Tiyan Markon didn’t know how his life would turn, how much darkness would slip into it, when he became pursued by the dark fae ruler. Tiyan finds himself in the palace of the fairy, a gruesome pit filled with dark urges and twisted beauty, and isn’t even aware, that the fair folk have plans for him.

“Do you hate me, Leira? With strong, beautiful hatred?”
- Lorian Ain'Dal, chapter "The Withered Bones of Hope IV"
Light Is Not Enough to Disperse the Darkness – I

His shadows twirled inside him like maddened dancers—impatient and eager.

The gods’ chamber had been prepared for him, and that alone had cost several ritualists their lives. The walls brimmed with dead flesh; the smell of decay was too sticky, too sweet. His lips stretched into a small, mocking smile. Light pulsed beneath the meat, and the eyes hanging from the ceiling turned toward him at once, shedding tears that burned small holes into the stone floor where they fell.

They were so close to awakening. Their open eyes, their grins—none of it was merely predatory. Everything about them was stained with furious, powerless fear. Their light reached toward Tiyan, who lay spread wide upon the wooden elevation—the wood taken from the sacred forest, which had offered itself with joy. He felt the forest now: begging, desperate, wounded. Only a few hundred heartbeats remained until he would end its suffering. Free it—and himself—from boundaries, from the pain that had drilled into him for far too long, from mortality. Such burdens would remain for lesser beings.

He felt the mind of Nymre walking beside him. She was afraid—but not of death. She feared losing him. Feared abandonment. Feared loneliness.

I do this for you as well, Nymre. But the thought was not enough. He wanted her to feel it. He would no longer be a fae if this ended as he desired—but even that could not carve her out of him.

Nymre moved as though she were flying. Her wings carried her more than her feet did, bare and barely touching the ground. Anyone who had never seen a fae would have mistaken her for an ancient goddess come to offer eternal pleasures.

The elevation trembled under the attempts of the awakening ancestors, desperate to steal Tiyan from his grasp. It was futile. Tiyan was full of shadows, and they shielded him from their greedy hands.

Lorian buried his fingers in the vessel’s hair—unsweated, dry like summer hay. Tiyan’s body was steady, almost collapsed, as though he had already reconciled himself to his fate. The final blow Lorian had given him—his mother’s betrayal—was the iron nail that burrowed deep and split his heart open.

He was willing to die.

And the gods knew it.

“My naive mortal,” he sighed, feeling Tiyan’s skin, tasting the nearness of his end. “You will end a very cruel era. An era of slavery and pain. The future will be much darker. But much more beautiful.”

Tiyan moaned; Nymre shifted by his side.

Lorian realized his voice had deepened, resonating through the chamber unnaturally. As if it was not him speaking, but the new blood inside him using his throat.

The ritualists had left long ago. Only three remained: the king, the storm, and the offering. And those who would give their lives to feed this new world.

“Lorian…” She caught him by the arm. He turned slowly toward her, his gaze pleased. That alone made Nymre halt. “Just…” The air caught in her throat. “Just… just live, Lorian. No matter how. Do not allow them to destroy you.”

It was not what she wanted to say. Her mind screamed at him to stop, to abandon all of this. But that was no longer an option. There was only death or this sacrifice. No good solution remained—not in these times, not today. No tomorrow.

“How do you…?”

She was asking how she would release and absorb the vessel’s power. She would not like the answer.

The gods’ fingers moved slowly through the mass of meat, crawling over roots and flesh like spiders—spindly legs eager to seize him and drain him dry. That was what gods did: drain every fae, then move on to devour all life.

But it did not matter. He was not doing this for them. Even if they would believed he was. Their assumption would make his new rules far more pleasant.

His hand sank deeper into Tiyan’s hair, pulling. Heat surged through his limbs; flames pressed against his skin, wanting to burst free, to rule the earth, to consume him. His hand traveled down Tiyan’s neck, closing around it for a heartbeat—Tiyan gasped for air—then continued its path across his chest, his stomach. The shadows joined the caress, spilling between Tiyan’s legs.

The vessel shivered, as if touched by the most exquisite delight.

“Lorian…”

Lorian, however, was already deep into the rite of flesh and blood—where power could be released only through… connection. And lust.

His lips met Tiyan’s. They were scorching, like a furnace. His own were no less hot. Lorian gripped the boy’s hair and kissed him.

Flame writhed inside Tiyan, desperate to enter the one violating their owner—their child, their prey. Lorian’s tongue tasted him as though he were a dish served to appease a ravenous desire. He sensed Nymre behind him; her breath came hard and fast.

The kiss deepened, grew violent. Lorian’s shadows pulsed between Tiyan’s legs, and the boy groaned—biting the long tongue invading his mouth. But Lorian only laughed into him and sucked harder. The gods’ fingers gathered the piles of flesh from the walls; some dripped to the floor, some hovered in the air, defying gravity.

They touched the true core of demise. Their bodies awakened—fast, faster than ever before—but their awakening was only the prelude to their death.

And they felt it. They knew it.

Tiyan moaned, his legs wrapping around Lorian’s waist, hungrily. Lorian only deepened the kiss, his tongue shifting into shadow and reaching into Tiyan’s depths.

Into his heart.

Into his core.

He was not kissing him. He was not even offering him.

He was devouring his soul.

And Tiyan allowed it. His mind was calm—like a stagnant pond, like a dead ocean. But his body was eager. His body was so willing.

A thin thread of flame latched onto Lorian’s shadowed tongue and traveled down the fae king’s throat. Lorian welcomed it with a hiss—straight into Tiyan’s mouth. Then more followed. Dozens. Hundreds.

Millions.

Tiyan’s soul, shattered into tiny particles, streamed toward the shadowed form of Lorian’s body. Heat burned around them, forcing Nymre to step back, her hair lifting in the warm wind rising from their joined bodies.

Lorian drank—hard, voracious—taking every drop of the gods’ son. His muscles tightened in a spasm that could have been a climax, if it had not seized his entire body. The gods screamed from within the walls, their hands reaching toward them, their eyes more alive than they had been even before their slumber.

Nymre screamed too, watching as Lorian was consumed by a black mist tangled with a flaming blaze of dancing, maddened fire.

And the world went silent.

And the world went white.

*

Nymre tried to lift herself from the ground, but she could only drag her body across the floor, unable to feel her limbs. Her eyes were blind, and panic welcomed her in the bright nothingness. Her ears felt like stuffed with dove feathers, shut on every sensation.

Lorian… She tried to call him, but no sound escaped her lips.

What happened? Lorian…?

The chamber was drowned in white. She realized she wasn’t blind—reality itself had become nothing. As if a star had died, cutting away all vision and sound.

How…

Was the rite not successful?

Where am I?

She crawled forward and suddenly touched something wet and sticky. Her fingers closed around it.

Meat.

Her sight tried to scream. Her voice tried to break through the bizarre mist. But it felt as though all life had been erased from the world, leaving only white silence.

Meat? From where?

She prayed it came from the walls, where the gods had been trapped.

She couldn’t bear the ringing emptiness. Her senses were not made for this bright void. She collapsed again.

*

When her senses returned, she heard the entire temple crumbling. The sound came through the mist—muted, buzzing in her skull rather than roaring. The walls were falling as if struck by a storm too wild for them to withstand.

“Lorian!” Her voice finally broke through the pandemonium. The temple was being stripped of its flesh. Meat evaporated slowly, peeling away in excruciating layers. The stone beneath corroded, as though time had decided this place had reached its end and accelerated its decay. It looked like creation in reverse—unbuilding itself.

And then… she saw him.

He was there.

Power oozed from him like he was made of it, like his core became darkness and now he spread it, to send life on its knees. His shadowed form, solidified and immense, emanated a night so deep it killed any light that dared approach.

Beautiful—cracking with flames so hot she felt them even from afar.

Tiyan lay at his feet. She couldn’t tell if he was alive, though she doubted he could survive this. The collapsing temple looked as if it were being devoured, scraped clean of its very essence.

And around Lorian—ten figures, each connected to him by a string of light, each one dissolving into the shadowed beauty that was Lorian.

Gods.

They were eating him, and he was eating them. A tournament of will. A true measure of power.

They smiled—grotesque, delighted. Lorian smiled too, dark and hungry smile of someone who reached the absolution. They devoured each other with joy painted across their faces while the world collapsed around them.

Nymre screamed, even if he scream wasn’t born in her throat—but in her heart.

She screamed.

Like an evening that knows the day will never come again.



The Hunger of Eternal Ones – V

“Kosel?”

Taniv lifted his head from his meager meal. Every dish in Glok’narasel was bathed in the solid essence of water—pure, distilled from snow. Without it, food would not pass their throats. The Unseelie often used this trait to torment the Saru. How many Seelie had died with throats clogged by food that any ordinary creature would swallow with ease? A small globe of meat, damp and easily digestible, landed on the plate with a muted smack.

The chamber in which he dined was lit only by water lilies—small, glowing flowers, drifting on the shallow water that surrounded his feet.

Saru need water. Saru are water. If they are not water, they are nothing.

“How is it possible? He was found. Dal’coler reached him.”

The messenger looked equally bewildered, but he carried more news.

“He… is not alone, sashel. Sarsha… Sarsha is with him.”

Taniv needed to see it with his own eyes. It was unnatural for the Unseelie to release prisoners—except as examples. Or perhaps…

“Is someone following him? Did the lakas detect any magical emanation—hostile or otherwise—in them, or along the path they traveled?”

“We did the tests, sashel.”

“And?” Taniv could swear the messenger was hiding something. But why? Their safety depended entirely on how well they could defend against Dal’coler.

“Nothing, sashel… but Sarsha was with him. It was only a matter of time until—”

Now Taniv understood. Sarsha was the aura collector. She could see auras, even hidden ones. Yet the very auras she perceived were slowly masked and shared in her presence. She was too young to truly comprehend the dark magic of the Unseelie. They would have to interrogate her.

Gods, how cruel it sounded. But they lived in circumstances where free will was already diminished.

“Bring Sarsha first, govavel. I want to ask her a few questions.” He hesitated. “Or… bring her here, feed her, and let me inform the nakar’logi.”

The messenger bowed and departed to carry out the order. Taniv looked down at the meat before him. He should eat it—the meat was rare, at least not rotten. The magical winter had brought nothing but suffering to the Seelie: not only Saru, but Taktah, Ronics, and Sharevals. It destroyed their crops, transformed animals into fungal colonies, and brought most Seelie cities to their knees.

The nakar’logi might know if Sarsha had swallowed Unseelie magic… but the gods in his head were a cruel burden. Their voices rang so often that Rapis had lost all common sense. Yet this was still a war—a war for independence, for becoming a nation of free fae again, not slaves to darkness.

Taniv pushed the bowl of meat aside and stepped across the water-soaked floor—ankles deep—toward Rapis’ prison.

Prison.

It was not a prison for Rapis, but for what he had become in the name of freedom. His rowan chains stripped him of all power—save the one that spoke through him. The gods. Through him, they promised to help the Saru break the Unseelie’s grip on Seelie lands. All they needed was to capture the lone human traveling to Dal’coler. Capture him, drain his blood, and fill him with light. But one of the Bean Sidhe had found Kosel—and so close! So close. Now Kosel was returning home, with his daughter they all believed dead.

Looking at Rapis’ ruined face and body, Taniv wondered if it was worth it. He had sent more Saru into the Shadowlands, but the shadow faeries had grown exceptionally cruel, as though something had enraged them.

“Nakar’logi…” He touched the parched skin of Rapis’ face. His leader seemed not to see him, yet shivered at his touch—as if he were drinking water from Taniv’s fingers, not merely feeling them.

Rapis looked like a walking corpse. Yet before his decay began, he had told them all they must allow it. Only this could save Seelie from the dark folk. Only his sacrifice could bring them down.

Staring at the rotting, trembling form of his leader, Taniv was no longer certain. If this sacrifice was necessary, what would come next? How many more sacrifices would Saru have to make to cut the ropes binding their freedom?

“Nakar’logi… Kosel has returned.”

Rapis’ single seeing eye turned toward him, rolling slowly in its socket.

“Is… Unseelie magic… following… him?”

His voice broke Taniv’s heart. Dry, barely audible. Two weeks ago, Rapis had been strong enough to sweep ten Saru from their feet—nearly killing them. Taniv’s thoughts drifted again to the price they all now paid.

“No. But Sarsha is with him. I… I fear she has swallowed some dark enchantment, without even knowing it. Shall I ask her if—”

“No!” Rapis’ voice tore through the chamber, sharp as a cold gust of wind. “Bring Kosel… bring him… and Sarsha… bind her magic with rowan… like… like me…”

Taniv knew immediately it was a bad idea. Kosel could be the true bearer of the dark spell. Sarsha needed questioning, not binding. He also noticed a strange glow on Rapis’ skin… as though light was devouring him from within. He was…

“I am not mad, Taniv,” groaned Rapis. His blind eye, the empty socket, looked drilled with darkness. “Bring Kosel. Bind Sarsha. I must see them. I… sense tragedy… better if it is me to—”

A violent tremor seized him, bending his body in half. He refused Taniv’s hand. A painful hiss escaped his mouth.

“Water!”

Taniv quickly filled a cup with fresh snow water. With trembling hands, he lifted Rapis’ head gently and poured the water into his gaping mouth. Rapis drank like a parched Saru—even though he had drunk water only an hour before.

“The flame…”

“What flame, nakar’logi?”

“THEIRS.”

Taniv longed to ease Rapis’ suffering. But they had already passed the point of no return. Too much had been sacrificed.

“They… they want to stop me… Bring Sarsha and Kosel… and… unbind me.”

“Nakar’logi! But that is the only way to keep your magic from turning against you!”

“No!” Rapis croaked—like an Unseelie crow. “This could end far worse than my death! We all… could… perish so easily…”

Taniv knew no one should argue with the nakar’logi. But Rapis was his old friend. Rapis had sacrificed the most for the Seelie. Yet…

… the Seelie were the priority. Above all else. If danger was near, Rapis’ offering would be lost.

Thorns of fear pierced Taniv’s heart. Wet. So wet…

Beaded with Seelie tears.

*

Kosel allowed them to bind Sarsha. She did not resist when they sealed her powers with rowan and brought her before the nakar’logi. They had returned from a long, harrowing journey, stained with blood and suffering. Kosel looked exhausted—yet the shadowed tendrils that once hovered above his head were gone. Dal’coler no longer held him in its possession. Relief should have come. But it did not. Something restless fluttered in her chest, like a trapped sparrow, beating harder when she stood before the nakar’logi.

She had never seen him since he had taken the gods into himself. She was not prepared for the sight.

The chamber was dim and silent, heavy with dull darkness. She heard Rapis before she saw him—the mute crack of something breaking. Not body. Not bones. Him.

Sarsha was too young to fully understand her own magic. Yet even bound with rowan, she could not help but see the vast ruin the gods had sculpted into their leader.

She had lived half a year in Dal’coler. Hardened by pain, she felt only hollow pity and empathy for the broken nakar’logi. Even she understood he had paid a high price.

Her rowan-limited skill still revealed the true damage. His skin was parched, as though he had gone without water for days. Rot consumed his face. She did not need her powers to see that his aura was decomposing, burning from within.

When he spoke, his voice was like the murmur of autumn leaves.

“Kosel.”

Her father bowed his head. Sarsha noticed his eyes gleaming, expectant.

“I was released from Dal’coler, nakar’logi.”

Taniv, the Hand, stood beside Rapis, his gaze piercing into her as though he sought to uncover hidden truths. Perhaps she suspected they were under the influence of the Unseelie king. Yet Sarsha’s thoughts were clear, unclouded by dark magic.

“They wanted me to carry a message,” Kosel continued. “That is why… that is why I lost my eye. A warning. To never cross the Shadowlands again.”

But Rapis did not watch Kosel. His gaze was fixed on her. Kosel spoke of his journey to and from Dal’coler, yet Rapis’ attention remained upon Sarsha.

“Sarsha, child. Do you feel anything?” It was his only response once Kosel finished. Her father stirred, ready to speak, but Taniv silenced him with a gesture.

Sarsha hesitated.

During their travels, Kosel had warned her: if the Saru discovered any trace of Unseelie magic within them, they would be imprisoned. Forever, if necessary. He likely did not know what she had seen—the dark shadows nesting in his mind. If that was true, then both of them were stained by Dal’coler. Both touched by its cruel enchantment. And if she revealed what she knew, they would be branded pariahs.

Sarsha did not find this alarming. The Unseelie had used magic upon her. If the Saru decided those dark spells engraved in her aura dangerous, they would act in the Seelie’s best interest. And she would not blame them. The stakes were too high.

But she wasn’t ready to lose her father again. He wasn’t ready either—who was she to condemn her own parent? They were not guilty of being Unseelie prisoners. She wasn’t a martyr, nor was she a creature like Leira.

She was Sarsha.

And she had lived through too many horrors to pay for them again.

“No, nakar’logi.” Her voice didn’t shake. She didn’t even lower it. She looked into Rapis’s broken face and articulated every word. Strong. Not a victim. Not a prey.

Kosel had pleaded with her when they reached Glok’narasel. Do not reveal anything you have seen. The Unseelie king tried to break me. He used dark enchantments and manipulation. I didn’t shatter, though. But who would believe me?

Sarsha had learned, in her short life, that family was everything. She would stand between Kosel—and any danger—every single time. Especially after she lost her mother in the Unseelie attack. The Bean Sidhe, who tore Saru membranes with whispers. Sprites, who ordered small creatures to burrow beneath Saru skin. Red Caps, who seemed to take pleasure in dismembering her folk and staining their hats red with their blood.

And the Higher Unseelie, who commanded them—offering no mercy, taking prisoners, turning them into slaves, servants, toys.

Saru… they couldn’t ask her for more sacrifices.

Rapis’s only eye looked blurred, veiled in white. But Sarsha could swear he saw straight through them. Rowan bound her magic, but not her will.

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, elder.” Again, her voice was firm and strong. “They let us go so we could tell you what awaits you if you send anyone to Dal’coler again.”

“And what have they brewed in their minds, then?”

Kosel spoke this time. Sarsha felt heat radiating from him—perhaps from the poor care his eye had received. If not for the bandage stretched across his left eye, he would have looked like Rapis—a twin to the leader, at least in suffering. He would mirror the wound not caused by an enemy’s hand, but by a god who had promised protection.

“King Lorian Ain’Dal offers you relief.”

One of Taniv’s brows lifted.

“Lorian Ain’Dal can offer us relief only by removing himself from our lands.”

“He doesn’t want more bloodshed.”

Rapis laughed—dry, sharp, unpleasant.

“Lorian Ain’Dal? The fae who bathes in our blood? He said that? And you believed him? Oh, Kosel… Lorian is a beast in fae skin. He uses his power not to save, but to subjugate. He loves the sound of our screams.”

“He still offers you a… truce.”

Sarsha noticed Kosel sweating. His skin had taken on a faint reddish tone, and droplets gathered near his eyes and under his chin.

“A truce with slaves. Because that is what we are to him.”

“We are not in a position to throw that offer away. We are already broken, sashel.”

“And that is spoken by a fae who was mutilated by him. How did you lose your eye, Kosel?”

Heat pulsed from her father. It was faint, but Sarsha stood close enough to see more and more sweat beading on his face.

“Father…”

“I lost it because I was foolish enough to try to enter Dal’coler.”

“You were indeed a fool, Kosel. But not because you tried to fulfill your mission,” Rapis nearly choked on the words. “No Saru stands before Seelie or Unseelie except to expose the latter’s cruelty.”

“So why you agreed to meet me here, without guards?” Kosel’s tone was mocking. “Did they whisper this to you, just like they whispered to send all the Saru to Shadowlands?”

“You do not remember? You wanted to go, just like the others” Rapis didn’t reply his first question, Sarsha noticed. “You wanted freedom, just as the others. This couldn’t change without the Ain’Dal influence. I hoped…” his featured loosened, like he lost flesh under his skin. “I hoped you returned, Kosel. But you didn’t.”

Sarsha’s heart wanted to tear her chest and leave her bleeding.

“The gods are killing you!” Kosel finally burst. “They never wanted to share this world with us. We are nothing but fodder, so they can claim the strength of Dal’coler!”

“Father…”

“And who told you that? Lorian Ain’Dal?” Taniv’s smile twisted.

“No. I say that, seeing what this flame is doing to Rapis. We are water folk! We should not allow the dam to be built—even if that requires making a pact with an enemy!”

“Enough!”

“Father, please…”

“You are naive if you think the Unseelie will let you prance freely! We are more than food for lost gods! We are SARU! Saru! Sarsha—“

“ENOUGH!”

Kosel’s eye gleamed with a whitish light. She had never seen anything like it. The eye… almost translucent. Beautiful. Otherworldly. The world stopped for a small, tiny, minute second. Sarsha felt as heat spreads—but not the same heat that beamed from Rapis. It was heat of boiling water.

Water, which was only way to secure Saru from drying. Their mother. Their life and promise of eternity.

Her world dissolved.

The shadow tendrils, attached to his head, like strings for a marionette. His pleading to not talk what she had seen. And—the dream, which she wanted to forget, the dream of black mist, filling her pores and entering her body.

Kars’nah-li.

The words dominated her world. She didn’t know why but her power, he skill to absorb auras, tossed in her like a joyful animal, ready to play.

And then Sarsha felt it.

Something blooming inside her. A rose of countless petals. And each of them, while opening, revealed a thorn. Water danced, danced and swirled.

Not her power.

… the rowan binds fell from her like leaves torn by a strong wind…

Not anything she knew.

… she heard them: Kosel, laughing, rasp pained laughter. Rapis, shouting. Taniv, calling the guards…

Water evaporated beneath her feet.

The world went dark. Dark like a starless night.

Dark like her nightmares.

Dark—like shadows.

And Rapis glowed. With sharp light, hot one, which made the water boil. Taniv tried to escape the hot water. Kosel stood there, like he was embracing heat and death, alltogether. The last thoughts of Sarsha were who took over his body. Last thought before the shadows clouded her mind.