Join me in night painted with crimson and black.

Fae are enchanting. Beautiful. And deadly. Cruel like winter morn. And they love a taste of your mortality.

Tiyan Markon didn’t know how his life would turn, how much darkness would slip into it, when he became pursued by the dark fae ruler. Tiyan finds himself in the palace of the fairy, a gruesome pit filled with dark urges and twisted beauty, and isn’t even aware, that the fair folk have plans for him.

“Do you hate me, Leira? With strong, beautiful hatred?”
- Lorian Ain'Dal, chapter "The Withered Bones of Hope IV"
ATOM: Do Not Turn Back – I

Mina was tangled in branches, which protruded from the tree, her snow-touched skin was pale… but there was no blood. No wounds.

She was not wounded.

Tiyan started frantically releasing her from her prison. Branches at first were closing over her body, but his effort bore fruits – they started to let her go, like the spells that animated them weakened. She was cold, so cold, he had no idea how long she was outside without thick clothes protecting her from the icy wind. She fell into his arms, her lips paler than skin, which made his heart clenched with worry.

But she was not wounded. They toyed with him in his dreams.

He heard a noise, a branch cracked and he turned frantically, expecting faeries to be there, watching as he struggled. But there was nothing, only the wind. Wind which was becoming stronger and was biting deeper.

He took her in his arms and carried her to their house, his feet barely keeping balance on the snow. He was relieved that she was not dead, but he knew it’s not the end. They won’t stop. He was painfully aware of that. He once almost fell, when he stumbled on a root, but keeping Mina close, he managed to keep his fumbling feet in rule. Gazing once more at the dark woods, he entered the house, the wind splashing against the closed door with full force.

He delicately laid her on the armchair and started swiftly preparing something warm to drink. He tossed the herbs she got from Dolsa into the mug and put the kettle on the stove. Then, returned to Mina and began to rub her arms and legs to help the circulation flow.

If he was able, now, he would send some fae to the pit where they crawled from.

“Tiyan…” she murmured and blinked at him. His eyes, brown, like his own, were filled with resignation, which he heard in her voice before.

“I am here, Mina” he uttered, taking her face in his hands. “No one will ever do that again” he really hoped it didn’t sound fake.

“The fairies… they… gave me something…”

Tiyan felt as the wave of cold washes over him. He heard about the fae gifts. Enchanted, dark gifts. No one should ever take anything from them, but most often, they had no choice. They were an equivalent of being under their spell. The gifts could bring immense luck, but it quickly was becoming a torment, a magic which takes much more than it gives.  Nothing was free in the fairy world. Humans now were more wary and were not eager to take anything by free will. But… there always was another way.

He almost stopped her hand, when she started to pull something from under her shirt.

“No, Mina…”

“I must give it to you” she pressed and he gave in. With a darkened expression, he watched as she pulled… a pendant. A silver rune, with black cord.

“They said… it’s for you.”

Tiyan unwillingly took it in his fingers. The metal was cold in his fingers, the strange engravement on the surface. He lifted it closer, to inspect. An uncanny animal, swallowing its own tail, looking at him with almost human eyes, on half human, half feral face. Tiyan felt as his heart skipped a beat and traveled to his throat.

He knew that sign.

“What did they say?” He heard the water being ready and putting a large blanket on Mina’s arms, tucking in her cold feet and quickly prepared a hot herbal tea, which he handed to her. She slowly took the beverage and started to drink, with small, timid sips.

“They said… Tiyan, I don’t know…”

“Please. I must know” he was almost afraid that he is pushing too hard, after all what she went through. But she took it much better than he ever would. She was braver, stronger than him.

“They said that the shadow awaits you and… that your soul doesn’t belong to you anymore.”

Shadow. The shadow the fairies mentioned back then, in the forest.

Alina Markon had to hear the noises because she entered the room, with her silver hair looking windswept, eyelids heavy. When she saw Mina, tucked in the blanket, with almost blue lips and pale skin, she rushed to her. Her deep worry was visible clearly on her worn-up face. 

Still remembering his dream, Tiyan started to suspect, that Mina is enchanted and her strength comes from being under a fey spell. The fey magic was dangerous, but as anything spellbound, could dissipate after some time. He was aware that only High Fae could use magic that doesn’t disappear after time. Small folk, as dangerous as they were, were more limited. But they were enough powerful to make a living nightmare from his life.

“What happened?” a fear in Alina’s voice, when she was inspecting her daughter, with trembling hands checking her skin for wounds and for worse, deeper injuries. She turned to Tiyan, with mute question painted on her face.

“They took her. I found her in the trap made of branches” the voice caught up in his throat.

It’s your fault.

They are after you.

Alina had to think the same, but she was last to blame anyone. Tiyan knew she didn’t blame him, that she didn’t even think of doing so. But he blamed himself tenfold. If he just died, none would suffer. They would not torment them all now, they would not even know about Mina.

Mina slowly sipped the tea, while Alina sat next to her, additionally warming her with her own body. She didn’t ask more. It was obvious that it was not the end. Tiyan, filled with sickening guilt, pretending that he had to check locks in the backyard – which was partially true – scurried from the room. The pendant was heavy in his hand.

He knew this sign so well.

He had it since he remembered, engraved on his own skin. A scar that looked like it was burned in his flesh. Just on his chest, under the heart.

He closed his eyes. He didn’t dare to throw away the pendant, so he hid it deep in his pocket. The night was already crawling through his life.

And it didn’t begin during that moment, when the fairies hunted him down.

He checked the backyard door – they were safely locked – and supported himself over them. He felt like a coward, and he hated himself fo that. If they come, he won’t run again. He will face them. They said he is protected. He will try to spread this protection over his family.



In Fairy Realm – Creatures

They watched him, attentive eyes, tiny faces, joyful smiles on their lips.

No. Crooked smiles. Dark gleams in their irises. Something slid its way down his leg, something with teeth and he would prefer to just close his eyes and die. Under his clothes, crawling vermin and small creatures, pushing themselves into crevices, biting him with teeth, eating him alive.

“Humans like pets.”

“He should be happy we gave him ours.”

“He should be glad he feeds them.”

“So they aren’t hungry anymore.”

Please kill me, he wanted to mutter into the earth. Their spells kept him pressed over the forest floor. The happy faces, elated faces, everywhere. And the sound of his flesh. He felt it being drilled by hundreds of tiny teeth. But he couldn’t scream. He couldn’t. They took it from him. His voice caught up in in his throat.

A laughter, somewhere near his ear. A joyful giggle, innocent like a spring. A cornucopia of colors around him, like spring too. He wanted to disappear in it, give himself to colors. Yellow, blue, and green… but all he could think about was red. Crimson. Rubies splashed over his skin.

A small hand caressed his face, a face on his peripheral gaze.

“Maybe we give him time.”

“To enjoy.”

“Maybe he breaks the spell.”

“Maybe he fills us with his beautiful voice.”

A hopeless moan left his mouth. The teeth reached his tigh and the creature resumed to eat him, slowly. His eyes watered. He tried to reach behind, but his hands were tied with the spell, which squeezed him even tighter, pushing him deeper into the soil.

“We might give him sweet death.”

“But only if he pleads very nice.”

“Can he plead nicely?”

“So it broke our hearts.”

“And made us love him.”

“More than our pets.”

He choked on his words, unable to form a sentence. He wanted to tear the air with screams. Please allow me. Allow me to scream.

The creatures under his clothes seemed oblivious. There was no fast escape.

Only pain.



Threads [ Just Pull ]

[ Lorian’s POV ]

you drip with my shadows
every crack filled; skin embraced by the hungry night
your heart and soul beat at unison
with the wild drum of my enchantment
deep into your bones
deep into your flesh
deeper into the marrow
to dissolve inside, sinking in your nerves
like a promise of rain after a long drought

do you feel me now?
bathed in darkness
I pull the shivering threads of light



In Fairy Realm – Meat

“Eat.”

“Tasty. Delicious.”

“A sweet treat for his teeth.”

His brother was laying next to him, his dead eyes looking like glass. His limbs entwined with roots, which dug inside him, like worms. The fey’s faces were sparkling with enchantment, deep one, which was making him unable to move but painfully aware of what is going on around him. And in him.

“One more.”

“Can’t go on without a good meal.”

His mouth filled with his brother’s flesh. The delicate hands pushed it inside and he had to chew, tears falling from his eyes, his whole body screaming, his throat gagging at the sheer horror of all of this.

“Ah, he was hungry.”

“How eagerly he swallows.”

“Perhaps he needs more.”

“A variety.”

One of the roots dug into his feet. Just like into his brother’s. Tearing pain almost overwhelmed him, but nothing was comparable to eating of what was left off. The root tore meat from his foot and the fairy took it in her slander hands.

“A variety.”

“Tasty, tasty like a fairy wine.”

“Eat, must be strong.”

“Strong for us.”

The roots crawled over his body, the fae looked at him with sickening interest, they dark eyes gleaming like stars on the vast night sky. Beautiful. Oh, how beautiful.

His tears smeared on his face, as they forced his own flesh in.

“Cry. It’s a relief.”

“So he could go on.”

“Maybe we let him  go.”

“But only if he is good.”

The laughter filled the air, ringing in his ears like tiny bells, beautiful, pretty; like colorful birds, and sunny morns, and moonlit nights, a dream, an enchanted dream, while the reality was squeezing him with dark embrace.

Just like the roots.

Pretty. Beautiful.

So much.



In Fairy Realm – Branches

When he opened his eyes, he wanted to close them again. But they wouldn’t let him, oh no. He knew that. He had heard the tales. He heard them all.

The forest seemed to look into his heart and pull it out, string by string. Now he was almost sure it was capable of that. The branches leaned towards him, touching his skin with rough bark.

“He woke, he woke.”

“Opened his beautiful blue eyes.”

The roots joined the branches and began to close over him, slowly, as if commanded to play on his fear like a harp.

“His eyes are beautiful indeed.

“More beautiful than ours?

“If so, shall we perhaps remove them?”

The Fae standing near his face reached up and patted his cheek in a tender gesture.

“We doubt he would admire us for it.”

“And we like to be admired.”

He tried to speak, but his mouth was filled with dirt and moss, and he couldn’t open it even if he tried very hard. He made a muffled noise.

“Oh, listen, he already admires!”

“Admires our hospitality.”

He pulled at the branch, which was beginning to worm its way to his nose. He pulled, forcefully, but the other branches squeezed him at the waist, sucking the air out of his lungs.

“He’s happy, so happy to be with us.”

“And he craves more of our attention.”

The branch dug in, pushing and spreading, scraping the flesh, making wounds as it went.

“Perhaps we have given him too much.”

“Yes, how vile.”

“How vile he was to just die.”



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I may rewrite prologue too. I feel darker and darker [ curiouser and curiouser ].